Beneath the Skin
CHAPTER 1 Excerpt
“We have many monsters to destroy. Let us think of the answer of Oedipus.”
~Giorgios Seferis
Melissa Dermont stood on the tips of her toes and peered through the window of The Siren tattoo parlor. No sign of Bella. She checked the time on her cell phone again. Seven-thirty. Bella’s shop should be open. The neon mermaid sign with the rainbow fish tail should be flashing. Customers should be jammed in the small waiting area, and Bella, crimson red hair pulled back into a braid, should be bent over muscular biceps, pale fleshy thighs, and quivering stomachs, plying her art.
“Looking for Bella?” A salesgirl stuck her fuchsia pink head out of the boutique next door. The diamond stud in her nose twinkled in the street light. “She’s not been in at all today. She might have come in yesterday morning. But the Siren never opened so I may be wrong.”
Melissa glanced over her shoulder. “Closed two days?”
The girl nodded. “Perhaps she took off on vacation?”
“Without leaving word?” Melissa frowned. “That’s not like her. She knew I was coming tonight. She would have called.” Her stomach clenched. Without Bella’s interview and the promised illustrations, her dissertation in anthropology wouldn’t be completed in time to make the January graduation deadline, and paying the grad fees for another semester was out of the question. Her college loans were maxed out.
Worse, Iza was scheduled for a private session with Bella in the morning. The poor woman was desperate. If she didn’t get the disfiguring tattoo of her pimp’s name covered over soon, Melissa feared the distraught woman would take a knife and try to skin it off herself. Bella wouldn’t renege on that appointment unless something serious got in the way.
She pulled out her cell and checked for messages. Nothing. She tapped in Bella’s number and listened to it ring and ring and ring. One of those annoying canned voicemail ladies droned in her ear. She tapped her foot impatiently waiting for the beep.
The salesgirl called across. “No answer?”
Melissa shook her head, left Bella a brief “Where are you?” and disconnected.
The girl shrugged. “Know where she lives?”
“No. We’ve always met here. It’s like she lives in her studio and never goes home.” She hesitated, afraid to say more. Bella had secrets. She’d interviewed her three times, and there were things Bella wouldn’t tell her. Basic things—where she’d been born, where she lived, where she’d learned tattooing. And many times the tattoo artist just blatantly lied. She hadn’t even given her real name. Bella Bell was her trade name.
Melissa bit her lip. People were entitled to their secrets. She had secrets, too.
Voices echoed down the street. A motley assortment of would-be hipsters in skinny jeans, vintage pearl button cowboy shirts, and wildly striped socks strolled around the corner.
The salesgirl gave a wave. “Gotta go. Potential customers coming. Good luck finding her.” She tugged down her skintight halter top and disappeared into the store.
Melissa pushed away from the window and tucked her cell in the pocket of her battered gray knapsack, shivering despite the lingering warmth emanating from the sun-heated pavement. Bella might be lying in pain on the floor of her apartment, and no one would know. New York City could be a frightening place for someone living alone.
She jiggled the doorknob. Bella’s home address or a clue to where the tattoo artist had gone might be inside. She stepped out of the doorway and studied the row of stores. The Siren stood at the end of a line of quirky boutiques running along heavily trafficked Bedford Avenue, a few blocks from the Williamsburg Bridge. Way too public a place to stage an amateur break-in. With her luck, a patrol car would pass by, and the last thing she wanted was to deal with the police. Not after her previous run-in with New York City’s finest.
She cupped her hands and peeked through the windowpane again. Inside, the tattoo parlor was long and narrow with a small storeroom at the rear next to the john. The red glow of the exit sign over the back door lit the hallway.
She peered up and down the block. If she found a side alley leading to the backyard, maybe she could open the rear door without anyone noticing and get inside. The Siren had no alarm. “No one’d steal from me,” Bella had boasted with a laugh. That had been one of the few times when she knew Bella told her the truth. Fingers crossed, Melissa headed down the street.
Two stores down, she found a grilled iron gate ajar and an alley filled with overflowing trash cans. Wrapping her arms around her to protect her only decent sweater, she wiggled past the stinking garbage and then worked her way down the narrow passageway.
At first, the streetlight cast enough glow for her to glimpse the graffiti-covered walls rising on both sides and the broken up pavement beneath her feet. But the further in she went, the deeper the shadows. She trailed her hand along the wall and edged forward, the only sound the crunch of what she hoped was crumbling mortar beneath her feet and not something worse.
A screech pierced the air, followed by a skittering noise. Heart thundering in her chest, she pulled up short. A wise person would turn back. A cat yowled. Then another. She pressed her hand against her beating heart. That’s right. Bella’s cats. She was always bragging about the kitties she saved as a trained trap- neuter-release caretaker for the City Feral Cat Initiative. No surprise to find a resident cat colony behind her shop.
The tension in Melissa’s shoulders eased, and she hurried forward. She hated that panicky feeling. It made her feel weak and stupid, like the day Laura disappeared. She pushed away the memory, wrinkled her nose against the increasing reek of cat, and entered the shadowy backyard.
High above, the faint light from an apartment window illuminated empty tins and plastic bowls overturned on the ground behind the tattoo parlor. A knot formed in her stomach. Bella wouldn’t neglect feeding her strays. She’d have gotten someone to put out food and water for them before leaving for a vacation. The knot tightened. She’d have asked her.
She picked her way around the empty cat dishes and climbed the steps. Cats of all sizes and colors lay against the door. They scurried away from her feet in a clatter of tipped and knocked about pans, except for one, a shabby, orange tom with raggedy ears. The old fellow rubbed against her legs and purred.
“You hungry, Mr. Tom? Well, let’s see if I can find your mistress for you.” She patted his head and turned her attention to the back door. Despite the peeling paint and deep gouges from thousands of cat claws, the door was solid and securely locked. The only weakness was a painted-over glass window in the top half. Dare she break it?
She glanced around. The steps lay in the shadows, out of sight of the one lit window. All the others were dark. No one could see her, and hopefully, if the tenants heard anything behind their barred windows and their blaring TVs, they would blame the noise on the cats.
At the foot of the steps, she found a broken brick and picked it up. She’d once smashed a window pitching a softball. A well-aimed brick should work even better. Teeth gritted, she drew back her arm and hefted it at the glass. The resulting crash reverberated off the building walls. The tom cat huddled at her feet scurried away with a panicked cry.
Heart pounding, she huddled in the doorway and waited for the clatter to die away and the tenants to discover her. But nobody yelled or leaned out a window. Her heart slowed, and she studied the hole she’d made. Her arm would fit, but a ring of jagged splinters remained wedged in the sash. Better a torn sweater than a cut tendon. She reluctantly pulled off the angora sweater that had been Laura’s and wrapped it around her hand.
She hesitated. Despite the chill evening, perspiration gathered on the back of her neck. She hated taking risks, and here she was in the act of breaking and entering. She scanned the yard. A posse of cats stared at her with unblinking eyes. Bella would forgive her. She wouldn’t want her kitties to go hungry. Taking a deep breath, she reached in like a two-bit crook in Law and Order, shoved back the bolt, and then slipped inside.
Before her, the hallway to the studio lay dark and silent. She took a step. Beneath her feet, the floor boards creaked. The hairs on her arms rose. She’d spent many hours in The Siren interviewing Bella and observing customer behavior, trying to discover why women chose to brand the names of their men and worse on their skin. But without Bella’s rich laughter and the excited voices of her clients, the tattoo parlor felt devoid of life. She hurried forward toward the front, peeked into the john and storeroom, and burst into the studio proper. The familiar aroma of ink and disinfectant swirled around her.
She switched on the overhead fluorescents and let out a sigh of relief. Nothing seemed to be disturbed in the tattooing area. To her left, the hydraulic tattoo chair was shiny and clean, ready for the next client. To the right, the rolling cabinet containing Bella’s tools sat tucked underneath her work counter. On the golden yellow walls hung the city licenses and a mirror for satisfied clients to admire their new skin decorations. A bulletin board on the far wall was plastered with photographs of limbs and torsos and necks of all sizes, shapes, and colors wearing Bella’s designs.
She moved to the waiting area. Along the window wall sat two plump black leather sofas. Faux, Bella liked to say, easier to clean. In front of them, stretched a long, low coffee table covered with binders of tattoo designs for potential customers to thumb through while waiting.
A wire rack held brochures. She ran her hand over the safety notices and glossy flyers featuring Bella’s art and glanced out the plate glass window. Outside, cars whizzed past. A group of college-age girls in skin-tight denim stopped and peered in. Melissa pointed to the closed sign and held her breath until they moved on. She needed to hurry. If she stayed much longer with the lights on, some passerby who knew Bella might start questioning how a strange girl got inside the closed shop, and what she was doing there.
She took a breath and glanced around again, forcing herself to take her time. If she’d learned nothing else during her ethnographic work, it was that people’s secrets lay in the details. This time, she noticed small things out of place: a half-full take-out cup of latte left on the counter, a binder knocked crooked on the coffee table, Bella’s lucky eyeball paper weight—her mati, she called it—lying against the door molding as if accidently knocked off the little side table where it usually sat.
Behind the counter, she found a freshly pressed apron lying on the floor, and in the far corner, the bottom file drawer was pulled out, papers sticking up as if searched through in a hurry. Her heart beat ratcheted up. Miss Everything-In-Its Place Bella would never have left her files in disarray.
She bent down and shuffled through the papers in the file cabinet. Most were bills addressed to the store. One folder contained sketches of old-style sailor tattoos, the kind Bella mocked. “I could make a fortune on all these guys who come in here wanting to be dirty old pirates inked by a mermaid,” she’d said. “But I hate to think of them walking round with that garbage on their arms. If they don’t want one of my designs, I send them on to Silenco or Espana.” Melissa reached for another folder and flipped it open. She stared at the sketch on top, unable to breathe. It couldn’t be.
At that moment, the phone rang. She jumped up and put her hand on the receiver of Bella’s quirky 1980s Aladdin’s Lamp reproduction phone. It rang again. She hesitated. Bella liked her privacy. She’d be angry if she knew she’d broken into the shop and gone through her papers. But then it could be Bella, herself, on the line, desperate for help. Melissa lifted the receiver. “The Siren.”
“Sirena? Pos ise?” a man with a rough voice said. She heard foreign speakers every day in the polyglot neighborhood, and this man sounded Balkan or Middle Eastern. He also sounded angry and frustrated. She made out the name Sirena. Was he asking for Bella? Was that her real first name or was he mispronouncing the name of the shop? She took a deep breath. “Bella isn’t here. Do you speak English?” There was a short huff on the other end, and the line went dead. She squeezed the receiver in her hand. She’d detected a tone of concern underneath—was this someone who knew Bella? A family member—or an enemy? She hit redial. “Oriste.” It was the same voice.
“What do you want with Bella? I’m a friend of hers.”
A long silence, then the man spoke in accented but impeccable English. “Inform your boss he won’t get away with this. I fly in tonight.”
She slammed down the receiver. Whoever the man was, he sounded like trouble.
With trembling hands, she leaned over and swept up the sketch she’d dropped when the phone startled her. She crushed it between her fingers. The last time she’d seen that small blue mark it adorned the arm of a boy driving away with her sister, and five hours later, Laura had been found dead in an alley. She slumped against the counter. If Bella had anything to do with people wearing this tattoo, she was in serious trouble.
CHAPTER 2
Ari Stavros dropped his suitcase onto the scuffed terrazzo floor and leaned on the battered counter. His head spun and his legs shook from the twenty-four-hour flight from Volos via London to New York. Plus, the taxi ride through rush hour to get here from Kennedy Airport would set a much calmer man to raving, and he’d lost his placid temperament long ago. “I want to report a missing person.”
The desk officer shook her head. “I’ve already told you to sit down and wait. The lieutenant will see you shortly, Mr. Stavros.”
He dragged the suitcase back to the waiting area and lowered himself into one of the hard plastic chairs designed to bend one’s spine in the wrong direction. Bolted together, the entire row of chairs shook when he lowered his considerable weight into a narrow seat built for people with average size shoulders and arms. The woman with the black eye sitting in the next chair gave him a stony stare and pulled herself into a smaller ball.
“Sorry, ma’am.” He tipped up his lip in the grimace that passed for his smile. The woman turned away. They always did. Her arms were bare, and he studied her skin, a creamy brown like the color of sketo coffee and thought about what colors he would mix to paint it. His fingers twitched. He should be painting, not wasting time in a Brooklyn police station. “Sto diavólo, Sirena,” he cursed under his breath. He corrected himself. Not Sirena. She was calling herself Bella Bell now according to Vernon, and Vernon would know. Dumb name—sounded like a porn star. No wondered he’d not been able to find her.
Not that he’d tried much. He shifted in the chair. Had she been so angry at him she officially changed her name or was it a stage name to cover the ludicrous way she’d decided to use her artistic talent? A tattoo artist? He tugged down his sleeves. He’d never understood the desire to permanently emblazon one’s skin with odd symbols for a frivolity.
On the other side of him, a bored toddler squirmed in the seat while his mother bit the end of a pencil and stared at a form attached to a clipboard. Fortunately, the little one was on the unscarred side of his face. Women might avert their heads when they saw his ruined face, but babies usually screamed. He closed his eyes and concentrated on the composition for his next painting. Perhaps he’d try a storm-threatened sky, the clouds hanging low on the horizon…
A brain-splintering shriek jerked him back to the waiting room. He turned and saw the child’s hand wedged in a crack in the plastic seating. The tiny fingers turned blue instantly. “Hold on, little man.” He jumped up, seized the seat bottom and yanked, snapping the thick plastic like it were made of cardboard. The trapped fingers shot free, and the child screeched louder.
“Ásto moró.” He scooped up the boy and handed the wailing child to his mother. She glared at him, eyes wide in shock, more likely because of his face rather than his show of strength or the fact he was speaking Greek. Not that it mattered. He didn’t expect a thank you.
“We need ice,” he yelled at the desk officer.
Another cop appeared and rushed forward. “We’ll handle this.” He eyed Ari’s wrestler’s build and battered face and put more force in his voice. “And don’t leave. You’ll need to complete an accident report and”—he glanced at the mangled chair—“one for the damage you caused to city property.” He turned and shepherded the woman and child down the hall.
What next? Ari shook his head and sat back down. He peered at the clock. He’d wasted an hour here. New York police were no more efficient than Greek ones. He should have gone directly to the sublet, showered, and changed. At least he’d be more comfortable, and it didn’t help his credibility to be dead tired, unshaven, and dressed in the sweaty, crumpled suit he’d been traveling in for over a day.
He settled back against the hard plastic and took his passport out of his coat pocket. He tapped it on his thigh. Three weeks. He had three weeks to find Sirena. The American embassy refused to issue him a longer visa because of his unfortunate background, as they so politely put it. If he hadn’t arranged to have a major retrospective of his paintings, they certainly wouldn’t have issued one at all.
Loud voices and a curse echoed from the back corridor and a protesting prisoner, escorted by two officers in NYPD blue, burst into the waiting area. The inmate, in an orange jumpsuit, arms in cuffs, leg chains scraping along the tile floor, was hustled past him by his guards. The wild-eyed man swerved in his direction, and Ari yanked his feet out of the way of the chains. Zeús, but that brought back memories. The police officers gripped the man by the back of the head and pushed him hard, hurrying him out the door. Ari turned to watch them go.
Xristós. A delicate Asian girl stood sidewise in the doorway, waiting for the group to pass by. Cropped raven-black hair, skull-sleek as a Monk seal’s fur, emphasized her perfect profile. Her creamy yellow skin glowed, the color of the sky seconds before the sun rose from the deep azure of the Mediterranean Sea. She reminded him of a sea nymph—a Nereida—like the one riding the dolphin on the fifth century red-figured vase that somehow, in the diaspora of Greece’s artistic heritage, ended up in the Getty.
He imagined slipping down the tight little black sweater to reveal more of the glorious honey-colored skin covering her high perky breasts and cupping them in his palms. He grew hard and heated at the thought of running his fingers along the graceful curve of her hips, lowering his mouth to kiss the gently rounded stomach.
But no—he trailed a hand over his broken nose and scarred cheek and glanced away. A beauty like her wouldn’t want him. They never did. He shifted again in the chair, the seatback creaking behind his shoulders.
Once upon a time, he’d been compared to a Greek god. Girls idolized him. Now all they wanted was his money. He swiveled toward the door and examined his sea nymph again. The girl stared at the police desk, dread on her face. He looked over his shoulder at the indifferent clerk. Right on, girl, they make you wait forever here.
Enough. He tucked away his passport and stood. Maybe for a generous fee she would be willing to pose for him after his painting supplies arrived. He’d need some local models.
“Mr. Stavros.” A squinty-eyed officer holding a clipboard stepped in front of him twirling a pencil. “Lieutenant Dobbins will see you now.”
He shook his head to clear it. This was no time to be dazzled by a stunningly beautiful girl. His sister had been kidnapped, and it was up to him to rescue her. With a last glance at the lovely Nereida, Ari turned and followed the cop down the hall.
CHAPTER 3
Melissa froze in the tiled entrance way to the station house. She’d forgotten the tinny echoes and rotten stench of the place. A prisoner, his face contorted into a mockery of humanity, shuffled by her, radiating anger.
She pressed back against the wall to let him pass. Two officers gripped him by the arms and hurried him along with sharp jerks like a piece of worthless meat. As they came abreast of her, the man dragged his feet and pulled back, chains rattling. She pressed harder against the lobby wall, making herself as flat as possible. They scuffled and shoved. One of the officers trod on her toes. An elbow whacked her in the shoulder. Then they were gone without a word of apology or concern. They didn’t care. They’d never cared.
Not when her sister went missing.
Not when they found her—an angel sprawled in a pool of blood.
Not when they’d stopped looking for the murderer.
The bastard still roamed free.
She turned to go and halted. A man in the waiting room was staring at her. Not an ordinary man—a beast of a man—with long black hair gathered in a ponytail and eyes dark as midnight on a starless night. He had the broadest shoulders she’d ever seen, with powerful arms she was sure could squeeze a man to death. Even his posture radiated tension, a coiled energy that could boil up like a sudden storm or trap an unwary enemy or make passionate love.
His pitch-black eyes met hers, and heat pooled in her stomach. It was like he could see right through her clothes and into her heart.
She gave herself a shake. The man was ugly as hell—a monster. His nose had been smashed and broken so severely, it formed an S-shape. A ridged scar slashed from the corner of his eye to his lip. The man might have the body of a god, but anyone with a smashed-in face such as his, had violence in his blood.
Still, for all that, she wanted to touch him, for him to touch her. She had no idea why; perhaps to discover if he was not some ancient god—a newly awakened Zeús—descended from Olympus to ravish her.
An officer toting a clipboard approached him, and the black woman next to him rose up and demanded something. The cop, with a curt bark, turned her away, and continued talking to the monster, leading him further into the station. The woman stared after them, then gathered up her bags, and stomped to the door.
She swung her hip on the panic bar and slammed the door open. “Sit there for over two hours, and then they bend all over for him, the ugly bastard.” She readjusted her bundles. “Might as well go home and get beat up again. Next time he’ll kill me, and the police might take some notice.”
Melissa glanced back into the waiting room. She’d find no help inside, but she could help this woman. She jogged to catch up, and matching the woman’s stride, pulled out a card for Mercy House. “I know where there is a safe place your husband will not be able to hurt you. Can I take you there?”
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An hour later, Melissa watched Perlita, the woman with the black eye, disappear down the hall. She gave a sigh of relief. It had taken a cup of coffee, three walks around the block, and finally a welling of tears to convince her to enter the shelter.
Daniela Reyes, the Angel of Mercy House, patted her on the shoulder. “We’ll take good care of her. That slime of a husband won’t find her here. You did the right thing.”
“Took forever to get her to come without going back for her clothes or her dog.”
“At least there are no children. I’ll see what I can do about the dog.” Daniela tipped her head. “What’s wrong, Mel? You look like you have the world on your shoulders.”
A co-worker passed by the open door. Melissa leaned over Daniela’s desk and lowered her voice. “We need to find another tattoo artist for Iza. My friend Bella—isn’t available right now.”
“I’m getting worried about these girls you’re hiding. Better if they came here,” Daniela said.
It was an old argument. “You know they won’t. They don’t want to get trapped in the system. They just want the tattoos gone.”
“It’s not worth the risk, Mel. Soon or later one of their keepers will come after you. It has to stop.”
Melissa gave her friend a hug. “It’s the least I can do. I wish I could do more.”
Daniela fussed with the ruffled sleeves of her tropical flowered blouse. “I have never understood the appeal of tattooing. People change and grow, but the tattoo is a permanent reminder of some stupidity, an all-night drunk, or some bastard who once swore to love you forever.”
“There’s much more to it than that. Deep psychological and cultural reasons for marking one’s body. People have done it for thousands of years.” She picked up her backpack and slung it over her shoulder. “That’s why I am doing this research.”
“I’d be happier if you could convince every tattoo artist to refuse to engrave a man’s name on some woman’s skin.”
“Hopefully, my work will make a difference. But I really gotta go. See you Friday.”
Daniela nodded, and Melissa slunk out the side exit. It would not do for anyone to know she brought abused women here. With a quick check to make sure the sidewalk was clear, she left the safe house and hurried down the quiet residential street, Bella’s keys heavy in her pocket. She’d have to find the tattoo artist’s apartment on her own. Maybe the White Pages on the Internet would work. It was amazing what one could find with a little searching.
She glanced at her cell. Drat, late for work again, and she’d be lucky if her boss didn’t carry out her constant threat to fire her. She sped up her pace as she rounded the corner and headed down Bedford towards Cary’s Coffee.
Beneath the Skin by Zara West A Visual Feast by Slidely Photo Gallery